RECTIFY ME

RECTIFY ME

If this is warmth, I’ll stay cold inside
Cuz living like this feels like suicide
Staying awake so I’ll see me bleed
If I don’t sleep then I cannot dream

I tried to release – But there’s no relief
I tried to believe – But there’s belief

Rectify me

I could have remorse, but I’ve never tried
Cuz all of my life just went up and died
Hurt by the truth, hurt by the lies
Part of the pain is not caring why

I tried to grieve – but there’s no need
I tried to leave – but there’s no reprieve

Rectify me, Crucify me, Sanctify me, Scarify me,
Vilify me, Deify me, Putrefy me, Rectify me

All I’d defied was in my mind
Once I could see it made me blind
This Holy War was – never blessed
How can I be cleansed in all this mess?

I tried to bereave – But it’s all conceit
I tried to succeed – But it’s been decreed

Rectify me